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Sudan Reflections 8  August 30,2009   “Money Talks: being a businesswoman in Sudan”

Good morning,
From my journal :   “Armed with $13,000 strapped around my waist, I boarded the plane for Sudan.  
I think I looked at least 7 months pregnant, but then I was going to Sudan to give birth to a 
permanent building, so why shouldn’t I look pregnant?  Vanity strikes, though, even with the 
freedom of going somewhere where nobody knows  how you really look anyway.  As Rick knows, I don’t 
have much experience handling large amounts of money, nor do I know how far it will go, but I am a 
very tight person.

But this trip I had an unexpected money blessing.  Like loaves and fishes, God increased the dollar 
from 2 pounds to 2.7 Sudanese pounds.  That is almost 1/3 more!  So to get the building going 
fast: 
strategy #1: set an opening date.  They love ceremonies here (often I think for the reason you 
buy water, soda, sweets and biscuits for the participants!)  My last Saturday , the 22nd, would 
be it.
Strategy #2 : pay in bits and pieces but keep it coming in crisp $100 bills.  That kept the 
builder’s eyes open and focused on moving along
Strategy #3: have some features for important people to come and see
Strategy #4 “ invite the big guys.”

End of journal entry

It dawned on me after a few days and word got out that I had American dollars, that I was 
functioning as the bank of Yambio.  This town is the county seat for Western Equatoria State 
in South Sudan, but the one bank that was there had failed and closed.   American dollars are 
the trading medium for the business people to go and buy goods in Uganda or Congo and resell 
in Yambio.  It used to be going to Congo was the oft repeated trip but now the stakes are too 
high along the Congo road with LRA activity so the longer trip to Uganda to buy is taken.

So I learned not only to insist on the2.7 exchange rate but also that just exchanging dollars 
had some buying power to get “your best discount,” a phrase you always use to find out the final 
price of things.  So once I realized I had enough money to complete the building, I set out 
to buy a wished for item for each person of Hands of Mercy.  That meant a mattress for 8 people, 
radios of 4, blankets for 2, clothing for one, etc etc.  It was a red letter day towards the end 
of my trip when in fact those things were purchased and distributed;  I had likened 
giving out first aid kits to giving someone  a$500 bill, but a mattress (to a person crippled 
by polio or club feet and drags himself on the ground) was greeted with unending whooping, 
clapping and “tambuahe, M’bori”  thanks to God.  Never will I spend $45 on something without 
remembering what relief, what joy that expense in the form of a mattress brought to some people 
in Sudan.

Back to the strategies of money talking in Sudan.
So we set the date for opening right from the first day of my meeting with the builder.  I will 
save the actual opening details for another email, but having a deadline really got 
things in motion, in a culture where you remember me writing earlier: African time is NOT our 
concept of time.  We set about to write up invitations, costing me a pound to print one page at 
the computer center, so we did half page invites with room for our official stamp.  I made a 
whole journal entry one day  on the power of a stamp, but for now, having a typed invite with 
a Hands of Mercy stamp meant a lot!

Strategy #3 was really fun.  I have written about the challenges of clean water before-- 
of the daily function of children to go to the wells (rather than school) with their yellow 
jerricans many times a day.  And so many times I had talked about collecting rain water off 
the church guesthouse roof but no cisterns to be found.  They just had not done it that way 
before…..But t hanks to a US pastor visit recently, two plastic cisterns and gutters now provide 
wonderfully clean water, delivered right there at the guesthouse with e ach rainfall. 

So I set about to have our own cistern and rainwater collection at Hands of Mercy.  It didn’t 
take much to convince the builder, once he saw I had the money to pay him to get a cistern from 
Uganda.  He had a brick  raised platform built right off the middle of the veranda (not where 
I would have put it!) to speak loud and clear -- Hands of Mercy was having something new in town!!!  
Unfortunately it did not arrive before the grand opening or before I left, but I am trusting 
my next visit will hear the praises of using water from the heavens.  (see picture in opening ceremony)

So every day, I would walk down to see the progress, take the many pictures of guys doing this 
or that; everyone wants their picture taken with some evidence of doing  some “real work” (see 
picture of men plastering the shop)  In case you don’t remember:  Hands of Mercy permanent 
building is an L shaped building consisting of a large classroom, a shop (complete with 
metal door, a real splurge of an expense but one the builder insisted was necessary), an office, 
a storage room and another room for our photo studio (future income generating effort), all with 
a veranda to keep our machines under cover.  And an embarrassing large “cornerstone” 
that is really a monument, commemorating the foundation laid August 6, 2008.

So with typed  and stamped invites given to the government people and other churches, with 
the rain holding off most of my whole time there so construction kept going and the necessary 
food bought and most of the project completed, we had the grand opening.  Supposedly at 10 am, but 
at 11 there still were only two invited guests, plus the Hands of Mercy people but I was too 
excited to be worried. Then came the seminary students to fill up the seats and  the usual 
straggle of children watching for any excitement of the day and at 11:30 we began to open and 
dedicate the building.  The painting was not finished, nor clean up accomplished but the 
building was, for all purposes, really ready to be opened.  Out of the our bag of sewing notions 
from the pillowcase dresses, we found some white bias tape and stretched it between two posts for a 
ribbon and I remembered to locate the scissors.  
For the next hour, we heard speeches from the few government officials who came, from the Episcopal 
priest who came and from the SPLM (freedom political party of South Sudan) friend of our manager 
and our church representative.  And I got a chance to speak, with the Lord giving me the words 
of what it meant for the church to welcome the vulnerable as important members of the Body of Christ.

But the speech that burned into my heart that day came from Angelo (if you remember the young 
man who walked on his hands upside down until we got him his own three wheel adapted bike-- and 
whose story I repeatedly tell as “Angelo’s wheels”).  Fortunately I have it on my little flip 
video camera because as he spoke for the group, he explained how these people were once scattered 
beggars of the town and now are not a forgotten group of real people.  It could not have been 
spoken better by the most eloquent speaker in the world, as everyone hushed to watch this 
vibrant young man swing himself out from the crowd on the ground to come to the front.  I 
think the most important government official or leader there was humbled by the testimony of 
this man of what it meant to feel in himself some esteem.  And to recognize he is esteemed in 
God’s eyes just as importantly as t he one who wore the government uniform and arrived 
on a motorcycle.  That moment made any of the hardships of going to Sudan, or raising money 
for HOM, (my main occupation at home) fade into the realization: the Lord’s Hand is the Hand 
of mercy, making “One Body in Christ” a reality.  

Could I ever ask for more than this?  The privilege of taking first aid, and glasses in the 
name of Christ, of taking lovely quilts for widows or hygiene for orphans and children, of 
taking toothbrushes and pens for seminary st udents-- all of those wonderful “things” I am sent 
with, important as they are, fade in comparison to this one statement-- that people, who were 
once excluded, ostracized and forgotten, have begun to realize they are precious, worthy and valued 
members of God’s family and His Body, the Church.

Would that we all realize the gift the Lord offers to us-- an inheritance as a child of God, 
eternal life and value found only in Him.  While I began this reflection with the fact money talks 
(and it did), the real talking of that day was done  by the Lord through Angelo.  To truly know 
God cares for you and will never abandon you is the gift Angelo gave us.   May we live in the light 
that God so loved the world that He gave His only Son Jesus Christ so that the outcasts, the 
lame, the blind, the poor, all of us could have a place forever with Him, free and whole and loved.

In Christ, our redeemer,
Pat



Sudan Reflections 8    August 29,2009


Back home on wonderful USA soil, after almost one month.  It as a 41 hr journey, due to some bad weather 
at the end, but it  makes it worth all the effort when the US customs officer says-- “welcome home.”   
Being in Sudan  or almost anywhere you travel outside, makes you so appreciative of being born an 
American; while you see the faults of your country with the reflective eye of distance, you also 
understand the gifts we have been given here-- like clean water and free education that have come through 
the short history of our country.  And I am personally  thankful for receiving the gift of  patriotism from 
my parents.

Charles Dickens opened  his novel “A Tale of Two Cities with this famous line: “It was  the best of 
times and  the worst of times.”  And I chose that line to title the last entry into my journal of this, 
my 8th return trip to Sudan. So if you only read one of these upcoming reflections, I guess this will 
be the overview  of what happened and what I learned from the Lord.  I am painfully aware I go to Sudan 
not so much to take them relief items and even the Gospel, but that  the Lord draws me to Sudan to be 
in His classroom of learning what it means to call myself a Christian. 

From my journal, August 28,2009

“ The best of times and the worst of times.  How could it have been both?  To achieve the successful 
building  of a permanent home for Hands of Mercy, all paid for,  was the making of the best trip 
possible.  And for me, personally, the struggles of being in Sudan while Rick and Fritz had to turn 
back and Fritz being hospitalized for most of those next 3 ½ weeks, the burden all falling on Rick’s 
shoulders alone-- it was the worst nightmare I could endure.  The endless tears, the long dark nights 
when sleep was elusive and fitful at best, the anxious satellite phone calls to hear of no 
improvement, of worsening, hospital release and reentry, dreading getting my email to hear 
one bad report after another, and now facing going home to whatever awaits me after the last 
call of the desperate, frustrated voice of my husband.  “We have to wait” was the final advice 
from Fritz’ doctor-- “just wait it out.” ….. 

 So my struggles as a mother/wife were the classroom for the 
Lord to teach me -- and the lesson 
was over and over “Be still and know that I am God.” Many times that truth came to my mind to 
quiet an anxious heart.  And what did it mean to be still?” 

 End of journal entry for now.  I will save the answer to that 
question for another reflection 
to come, as it was a major theme to this trip.  And to fill in the blanks about turning back 
in Amsterdam,  of parenting a son who experiences life with the challenges of a brain chemistry 
disorder called bipolar, and most of all learning that God’s grace is sufficient, as  He 
taught me  His power is made perfect in my weakness, even when the answer is “be still and not yet.”

But to many of you, loving called “Sudan supporters” on my email list,  these reflections 
to come will be about the “best of trips”  --- how distributing 70 pounds of first aid to needy 
lives,  of wrapping  a  baby, dying with  an open spine, in a lovely hand made quilt, of taking 
eye glasses out to remote villages to witness the amazement of weathered and worn old people 
say “I can see, I can see!” of the laughter of children learning to throw a Spiderman 
Frisbee, send by children in Lanesville, Indiana , or watching me try to demonstrate and 
explain a Disney Cinderella yo-yo.  Yes, lots of laughter and tears on this trip--

And the ultimate joy of watching the permanent home of Hands of Mercy take shape before our eyes.  
That will be the wonderful reflection of “Money talks in Sudan,” and how a building gets 
built, thanks to those little mite boxes of faithful Lutheran women in Indiana.   So I will 
end this “teaser” of more to come, and include some of my favorite random pictures of  
precious souls in Sudan, a beloved second home. 

 I concluded my journal with these lines:  “So I return home, 
weak and broken, smelly and 
filthy from the Sudanese red dirt that even defies washing in the Kampala airport sink, 
---but confident the Lord is at work -- in Fritz, in me, in people with disabilities 
struggling at Hands of Mercy, in all His beloved children -- at work for good (Romans 8:28); 
for whatever ‘good ’ looks like, we can trust in a loving Father.  Amen and come quickly, Lord. (Rev 22:20) .”

In Christ the Prince of Peace,
Pat

ps.  one picture is of the first child ever fitted with glasses 
I have brought.  PLus she is 
wearing a pillowcase dress made during the previous trip.  and the one girl, Faith, in the 
blue uniform, is from L'Arche Uganda-- and that's another story...
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